Manga 9700 Copernicus No Kokyuu Reviews Filter Check 2

i have never written a review on here before. the reason why i decided to write this is because of the lack of reviews and just how underrated this manga seems to be.
to get this out of the way, a word that would describe this manga would probably be disgusting. it has so many triggering topics and depictions of so many controversial and just wrong things, yet, i would lie if i said i didn't enjoy every bit of it.
while reading it, i felt so many and no emotions at all. i get very passionate about stuff i enjoy, this manga had me by the ... throat. i got very emersed into bird's nest's story and character. it was so confusing, but something about him and his characterization was so beautiful and pulled me in.
another character i loved was michael, and the dynamic between him and bird's nest. i really felt like it was two broken people coming together to fill each other's holes.
everything about this tragic story had me 100% focused. i remember passing out after reading it, simply because the author carried me through so many events and emotions that i felt empty and tired at the end. i tried reading again, i didn't get very far. i'll try again when i'll be in a better place mentally. i whole-heartedly recommend this to everyone who can endure some emotional rollercoasters.

I was fascinated with the art style when I found this manga because it looks so detailed and dark. So in this case the first impression is not wrong, It's a bittersweet story with a lot of deep work behind. It's always a pleasure to find this type of manga because add something new and fresh at the genre, in this case to the Boys love. I wasn't sure if is correct to catalog the manga as BL because is not the main topic but in Myanimelist is listed like that so Its ok.
I would not read it again and thats why I put ... 7 in score. Its a good manga but I haven't been able to emphatize or connect with the characters. I didn't see a motivation in the main character, he didn't even look human and maybe is for all the trauma that he has been trought but I just didn't connect.